the plague diaries: we’re not going back to normal

On Monday my governor issued a stay at home order. This doesn’t change much for me, as I’ve been diligently socially distancing since the 13th. But it does mean my fellow citizens who haven’t been taking this seriously must do so, at risk of imprisonment or fines.

playground rides cordoned off with yellow caution tape.
A deterrent for those determined not to get with the program. Photo by Dan Philpott.

Save a blood donation I’ve not left my neighborhood in 2 weeks – these photos are from the park behind my house – so what I’ve witnessed in person is limited. The only time someone blocked the path I think it was cluelessness rather than deliberate flouting of social distancing. However, I don’t think everyone on my local Nextdoor is lying. Evidently some people still think dinner parties and soccer games can’t possibly hurt, that covid19 won’t affect them, and that we’ll be snapping back to The Way Things Were any day now.

graffiti on cement wall in wooded park: Even the darkest night will end, and drawing of sunrise
A very different sun may rise. Photo courtesy Dan Philpott.

Well, no. We’re only a month in and given projections it’s going to be at least a month yet. And if the pandemic goes both as long and as bad as predicted I question whether a “normal” that led to the mismanagement of the pandemic is worth going back to.

American exceptionalism can’t be part of a new normal. The “it can’t happen here/personal freedom/USA USA USA!” attitude is why local governments are having to bring the hammer down regarding stay at home/shelter in place. Rugged individualism does not apply to public health because it affects us all. This unwillingness to face reality and stubborn “I’ve got mine” approach hobbled efforts to get on top of the pandemic.

The pandemic is also a result of distrust of experts biting us in the collective ass. I get the rampant distrust. Between the conventional press and social media, a thousand conflicting voices have all weighed in on the crisis. Working out credible from crap is exhausting and not everyone has time for it. But infectious disease experts and the medical establishment have no motive to lie to us about this. It’s not like they sit around looking forward to pandemics, if anything they try like hell to prevent them. I think the best science communicator in all this is Dr. Fauci, and wish the Mango Mussolini and his handlers would stop trying to spin this and just let him speak.

The covid-19 crisis also vividly illustrates just how poor the American health “care” system is. I’ve thought for years that health care access shouldn’t be for-profit or tied to employment. So many people are worried that if they get sick they can’t pay for it, including people with insurance.

And yet, many insurers are assuring that they will cover treatments and vaccines. Which is good, but just illustrates that a lot of conventions thought too ingrained or “radical” to change are easily reversed during a crisis. Covid-19 reveals how many seemingly arbitrary injustices and restrictions really are arbitrary, often based on either greed or petty cruelty.

How many people are going to want to go back to taking off their shoes in airports, prison for non-violent offenders, working while sick or begging for paid time off, among other indignities?

And do we really want to go back to a “normal” where money matters more than human lives? I think I’m pretty cynical but I’ve never seen that cold calculation spelled out so blatantly as I have this past week.

“Going back to normal” may well be a conservative fantasy anyway. Friends have joked that they never expected the apocalypse to include rampant baking and pet adoption, but sci-fi authors have noticed that in progressive narratives the world is never the same after a disaster, and sometimes that’s a good thing.

While life doesn’t always imitate art my inner Pollyanna hopes that after this mess at least we’ll remember that we’re all interconnected and health care and time off will be rights and not luxuries.

So what are your predictions? How will we come out of this – cooperating for a better world or doubling down on our worst impulses?

the plague diaries: pleasures and wayward distractions

So, week 1 of full-time telework + social distancing and I’m hanging together.

It’s not been total lockdown – I’ve taken a couple of walks in the park though it’s tricky finding a time when everyone isn’t having the same idea. I think everyone is still sorting out the difficulties of keeping 6 feet distance (the entrance to the park is narrow enough that really only one person can go in or out at a time, so pauses to sniff the roses hold up everyone). Also it’s still rainy and chilly. So I’m still doing a lot indoors. But I’m making good use of my time (because anxiety hates idleness).

Yes! This is biweekly links with a theme! First off, keeping active:

Rockville Fencing Academy coach Aklesso’s at-home workout (YouTube): the footwork in particular works up a sweat. The blade work I’m not sure I have enough room to do – I risk both my basement wall and ceiling trying the “around the back” infighting seen at 18:00.

Vermont Fencing Alliance’s cat toy fencing drills #1 (YouTube): because I have cat toys…everywhere. Though I will likely make a tennis-ball-in-sock target of my own I may well find my cats chasing it because it’s in the house, so it must be theirs.

Keeping my brain moving:

Masterclass: Neil Gaiman Teaches the Art of Storytelling: this link probably shows up on your social media all the time and so may not need more props from me but 2 lessons in I think it’s worth the hype. This is also social – I’m taking it with a couple of friends. And if it goes well there are any number of other writing classes to take (hey, look at that, I posted a writing thing!)

Helping out:

Calling All People Who Sew And Make: You Can Help Make Masks For 2020 Healthcare Worker PPE Shortage: there are some mask patterns floating around out there for homemade PPE. At first I was skeptical as there’s no way I can make something equivalent to the protection of medical-grade filters. But, a friend who works in public health (hi Lydia!) assured me it’s necessary due to shortages – something is better than nothing. And sewing is something I can do. I’m using Mark Lewis’ pattern because it includes a pocket for additional filters. Not sure where I’ll send them yet but there are plenty of options.

rectangles of scrap fabric with chalk marks 7 and 8
Just waiting on the rest of the supplies.

MarylandUnites: I have reservations about Governor Hogan but overall I think he’s handling the coronavirus crisis well—in part by consolidating ways to help on this one handy page. I’ve made two donations: cash to my local food bank and blood to the Red Cross (which is safe and desperately needed). I’m sure every state will come up with similar efforts in the coming weeks if they haven’t already – Google is your friend.

Round red sticker: I make a difference. American Red Cross. Allison, 1:27.
The first time I’ve donated since 9/11. I should get into a regular habit.

the plague diaries: that escalated quickly

Yeah, I know – even as I type this I’m tired of coronavirus as well.

At the same time I realize I’m witnessing history in the making so I feel like I ought to document it. And that history is happening really damn fast. Most of the time coverage of a news story consists of the original story followed by hours of tail-chasing analysis but Covid-19 gives us something new several times a day.

So I feel like I ought to document some of this. As I finish this post on the evening of St. Patrick’s Day it’s remarkable the dramatic changes in just a week, not just in the news but in my own life and the attitudes of people and organizations around me. I’m not a super social person, so most of my observations have to do with work and fencing:

3/8: Participated in 7 person fencing competition with generous slatherings of hand sanitizer. U.S. cases: 504*

3/9: Still going to the office, though washing my hands and sanitizing. Psychologist appointment, at which she advises me of her efforts to keep her office disinfected and contingency plans if she or I get sick. Start taking work laptop home at night, just in case. U.S. cases: 663

3/10: Went to the office. Planned to take a fencing lesson after work but my coach canceled (nothing to do with coronavirus). U.S. cases: 949

3/11: Went to the office. Considered and decided against going to fencing practice as Wednesday is always the busiest foil night (definitely something to do with coronavirus, because WHO finally calls covid-19 a pandemic**). Around half my Facebook friends are starting to this as seriously as I am so I feel less like I’m crying wolf. U.S. cases: 1,248

3/12: Still going to the office, with increasing doubts. Dentist called asking for my recent travel and health history for an appointment next Tuesday. I checked out so my appointment is still on. Governor calls a state emergency. Among other actions he closes the ports, forbids gatherings of over 250 people, and mandates telework for MD state employees. U.S. cases: 1,625

3/13: Work from home to help test network capacity but leadership doesn’t make telework mandatory. Supporting the closure of county schools my fencing club stops classes, but not free fencing. U.S. cases: 2,157

3/14: Today’s competition postponed until May. Picked up a sewing machine from the repair shop, only because sewing machine repair is such a niche business that I’ve usually been the only person in the shop other than the owner. U.S. cases: 2,830

3/15: Dentist cancels my appointment and will call me when they open up again. Governor closes casinos and racetracks. U.S. cases: 3,553

3/16: I telework – it’s mandatory starting tomorrow but highly recommended to start today if possible. Governor closes restaurants, bars, movie theaters, and gyms. U.S. cases (as of 6 pm): 4,287

3/17: First official day of mandatory telework. My fencing club formally closes, though in reality no went to open fencing over the weekend. U.S. cases as of 7:30 pm: 6,330.

*All numbers taken from Worldometer except 3/16-17 because it has archival data. I pulled today’s numbers from Johns Hopkins’ Coronavirus tracker , which is damn near up to the second but doesn’t keep a history (that I can find).

**I’m not commenting on the U.S. federal government’s (mis)handling of the crisis because it’s been adequately covered elsewhere.